I'm bored and worried and that worries me

Well Andrew is out to sea. And I haven't heard from him yet. Then again I have no idea if anyone has heard from him since he went out Tuesday morning. And it's only very early Saturday morning. I don't know. He was kinda weird when he left. But he's always like that before he goes out. He means a lot to me and I'm worried about my place in his life. It's scary. Not to mention a little stressful because I just can't drive out there and talk to him about it. It's bothersome.

I really had no idea how much of my time he took up. I have NOTHING to do lately. Wow.