Monday, August 21, 2006

I am...

the one that's lied to.
the ugly one.
the one no one really likes.
the one no one calls.
the one that has no friends.
the one that starves herself because she feels fat.
the one with a drinking problem.
the one who cuts herself to get rid of the ugly.
the one who always looks over her shoulder for people she KNOWS is laughing at her.
a girl who cries herself to sleep.
someone who can't look herself in the eye because she disgusts herself.

me.
No more, no less.

1 comment:

Highly Feminine Jew Boy said...

awwww joy....you aren't ugly...you are beautifuk no matter how you look at it....*hugs*...i know i havent been the best friend right about now but i promise to strive to be better